Monday, December 1, 2014
Sara Lee Pound Cake
I'm thinking of getting another one and making a trifle, yummy! You all know that I am a sob about premade stuff, but it is worth it <img src="https://img.bzzagent.com/image/saraLee.jpg?Type=activity&Activity=7358660951&Campaign=1061340770&Uid=1387257&token=9058c7979fd7b0da4d97af1ad9a3acf8" alt=""/>
Sunday, November 2, 2014
Since I have no readers here
Since I have no readers here, I can vent and I know no one will see. I feel like I just can't any longer. I am so tired and in constant pain. I feel like everything in my life is a battle, and I always end up losing. I don't feel taken seriously and I don't have the resources to seek out the help I need.
I really like the Obgyn I saw for Emmett's birth, but I don't think he's the right fit for my treatment going forward. It's been since August 16th that I have had this pain and bleeding. At first we thought it was just postpartum, then it got worse, then the two surgeries, followed by a hospital stay, and medications to correct the problem. The problem is, they haven't corrected anything. I am still cramping, I am still bleeding, and I am still hurting every day. Nothing he's trying is working. I am so tired and do ready for this to be over. I feel like it's running my life and ruining my precious time with my boys.
I am going down deeper into my depression. I am trying everything to stop it, but honestly nothing is working. I swear I have PTSD from Jacob dying and since Emmett looks like him that's also been horrible too.
I think life lately has been too much to bear
I really like the Obgyn I saw for Emmett's birth, but I don't think he's the right fit for my treatment going forward. It's been since August 16th that I have had this pain and bleeding. At first we thought it was just postpartum, then it got worse, then the two surgeries, followed by a hospital stay, and medications to correct the problem. The problem is, they haven't corrected anything. I am still cramping, I am still bleeding, and I am still hurting every day. Nothing he's trying is working. I am so tired and do ready for this to be over. I feel like it's running my life and ruining my precious time with my boys.
I am going down deeper into my depression. I am trying everything to stop it, but honestly nothing is working. I swear I have PTSD from Jacob dying and since Emmett looks like him that's also been horrible too.
I think life lately has been too much to bear
Wednesday, August 7, 2013
This is my first post! Crazy how long it took quite a long time for me to actually do this! Wy guy takes priority, and well, you know... So we are redoing our kitchen, then our dining room. These are the BEFORE photos. As you can see we have the UGLIEST kitchen in America!
I will take more photos of the before later. I just wanted to start a blog and see who this works. I doubt anyone will acually read this!
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| Don't you just LOVE our orange countertops? LOL |
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| Can you see the UGLY tile? |
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| The Green thing is NOT what you think, lol |
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